I don’t come on here very often, in-fact i think its a pretty rubbish place where people just re-blog the same old crap but seeing as no-one ever really pays attention i thought it would be the best place to get a few things out of my head and into writing.

Ive always been one of these people who have never wanted to expect to much, the fall of disappointment has always been harder to stomach than the lack of excitement and wanting. I’m a worse case scenario type of person, focus on that and you cant get hurt, never once thinking id ever actually be fully content and happy, until now.

 Looking back on the last couple of years they really haven’t been as hard as they seemed and even the hard times, i now realise, happened because i needed to get to this point. The toughest times can hurt the toughest people but at the end your always left smiling.

Ill never be sure if i have a very select group of people to thank for getting me to this point, or everyone who’s has ever appeared in my life. We never like to think that the people who have wronged us should be thanked but why not? They are part of the reason we are who we are today, without those people i doubt we would ever change and become the individuals we eventually become.

The people i would like to thank the most for the person i have become in more recent times are my family, Terri Evans, Kieren Hendy and my newest addition to this list, my unborn son, Tyler Den Hendy. These people have opened my eyes to a whole new way of thinking, why not get excited? Why not want things? Why not expect the best? Without attempting everything how will you get anything? I’m not scared of what can happen anymore I’m excited to see what is going to happen :D